Many many things going thru my head....

Today lesson was mmmm.... usual i think

Have lesson with 3-1 and 3-8. Both classes were very restless and noisy.
It is now term 4 but yet I cant help them to change much of their bad habit in class.

After the lesson, went for assembly but nothing worth mention about the assembly..
Then I talk to some students about the awards day stuff and off I go to the consultation lesson.

I am surprise that Qien was there and also nearly all the girls from 3-2. Where are the boys?!!!? Unless they are much much smarter than the girls... Nvm, better than no students, at least there are some souls out there wanting to learn more and had questions for me. BUT the girls are very very not FOCUS, especially the few naughty girls. Please listen to Si Jia hahaha... Time is precious!!

Finish lesson and walk back to office, saw Neil and the rest of 3-1 playing handball. Suddenly I felt pain and sadness. I don't want to talk about that already, maybe I put too much hope and give too much stress to them.

Should I just ignore them?
Should I just be a normal teacher and ignore?
Should I just do my fair share of work and ignore?
Should I just treat them as my work?
Should I continue to treat them as my dear dear students?

I had put too much emotion in them, maybe too much that I got angry everytime they misbehave.
How I wish they will appreciate and respect me more.

Today I saw a photo of my new house, the foundation is done and they are building the first floor :)
I working hard for my future, for my student and also for my student future.
They are too young to think of future so let me THINK for them instead.

They will appreciate this eventually when they old enough...
ENDURE!!!