Friday, September 11, 2009

Weird and Confused and Sad entry...

This is going to be a weird and sad post...
I had been wondering....

Am I being too close with my students?
Am I too spoon-feeding them?
Am I losing respect from them?
Do my students still treat me as teacher?
Do they just treat me like someone who can bully?
Do they treat my words as if nothing?

Sad, confused, headache, tired, lacking of sleep, heart broken...
Is my teaching approach wrong?
I just want them to feel that I really care and not just plain talking.
I just want them to feel when they need help, I will be there.
I just want them to feel I am fighting the battle with them.
I just want them to feel there is hope.

Everything had been taken for granted.
I hope someone will tell me that I had did the right thing.
I hope someone will tell me my students appreciate all these.
I hope MY STUDENTS WILL BE MORE RESPONSIBLE FOR THEIR STUDIES.

Maybe I just go get some sleep.
Maybe I am not a good teacher.

Byee

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